the other side.

2010-04-23T17:28:00.000-07:00

Today, i turn sixteen. (:

stairway to heaven

2010-04-20T05:25:00.000-07:00

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt.

Is it better? Is it worse?
Always sitting in reverse
It's just like we're going backwards.

"If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for." ++ Cheryl Cole, fight for this love.

AHS GG (((:

2010-04-18T05:50:00.000-07:00

"I promise to do my best, to do my duty to God, to serve my country and help other people, and to keep the Guide law." ++ the Guides Promise.

sec one/two ahh can't rmb DDD: good times, good times.

HAHAHA pris + nana. i rmb the sense of satisfaction & accomplishment after enduring through a Guides act ((: sec two i think! O:

YOSHIS!!! (: sec...one? :/ East Division day!

omg i miss sec one days (the memorable training camp - living nightmare hahaha) :/ sec two year was the best. sec three was tough, both mentally & physically. we, GG sec fours, made it through! (:

HANDOVER 2010.

MY AWESOME PATROL MATE SINCE SEC ONE (who i always looked extraaaa short infront of lol. i was (was, not anymore yay.) the shortest in the batch, & she was the tallest hahahaha.

YAY US! (L)

AHS GG treasurers! (L) no more camping in grotto counting $$, doing accounts till three in the morning wheee. ((:

YOSHIS!!! ((: friends for life! Why does YY look so white )):

ahahahah Guides acting macho + me & mandy being...ourselves ((:

DOVE!! (((: height difference hahaha, used to be much worse okay! o;

SEC FOURS '10! (:

& here's to... us - who shared the joy & the pain, who endured when we thought we wouldn't make it and a wonderful fun-filled guiding life in ahs! ♥

endure, explore, excel - ahs Girl Guides.

there'll be no one on the line.

2010-04-15T05:04:00.000-07:00

/edit/
-once a guide, always a guide -(:
live life to the fullest, think happy thoughts, surround yourself with true friends & love ones, no matter what, don't stop believing. so here's to being through with caring. (in the final analysis, it's between you & God. It was never between you & them anyway.)
Smile! (L)

The thing about life is - it was never meant to be easy, just worth it. so what happens if it isn't?
Handle with care ): i like Jodi Picoult. MYEs in 18 days. (Why is it that studying looks so effortless on tv?)

i'm turning sixteen soon. (& i hate thursdays).

Cos even google says so.

2010-04-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

/edit/
Survived thursday ((: tmr's quarter finals @ VS ahhh. AHS debate team ftw ♥

it's Wednesday! Nice long lunch with Anzu yay haha((: tmr's killer day ah crap D: emath & chinese test .____. attempt to mug, fail o: omg can't wait for o levels to be over, eight more months awesome much.

"Today, I found out my class slogan is "We saved the best for last." I graduate in 2012; I am so proud of my school."++ MLIA .

focus, focus on o levels arghhhh. don't have energy to deal with anything else, & don't feel the need to anyway. it'll pass, just believe(: cos those who mind don't matter. Thank God for awesome friends. ♥ + can't wait to go back to Cambodia!<:

STARBUCKS! ♥

2010-04-03T21:50:00.001-07:00

"Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy" ++When i look at you, Miley Cyrus.

When in Rome, Clash of the Titans, The Last Song. ♥

WHY IS IT SUNDAY ALREADY? (& why isn't there any Easter eggs to be seen?)

2010-04-02T18:52:00.000-07:00

Why - Nicole Norderman (heard it during school assembly). Blessed Good Friday & Easter Sunday(:

it was never between you & them anyway.

2010-04-01T09:14:00.000-07:00

ahhhh so cute haha! eagerly plucking out all the candles from the cake rofl (((: church service + late night rides + midnight vanilla cones. utter bliss & shiok ttm. i've learnt how to deal with a bad school day. Walk home in the rain (& sing happy songs), have a pack of kinder bueno and peach tea, amuse yourself with fat dog waddling around and indulge in hk dramas.

mixed emotions about handover, it's coming so soon ohmy. seems like forever that we've been juniors (kinda miss the feeling of surviving an activity & waking up with aching muscles), handover seems like it was just yesterday though. can't imagine my life w/o guides )): ah well. just hope that when the time really comes for us to handover, there won't be any regrets, just wonderful memories. once a guide, always a guide.

Nights in Rodanthe - Nicholas Sparks

Keep forgetting to forget you - JoJo C:

karma.

2010-03-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

omg TKAM is hilarious. chapter 27 when Scout has to dress as a ham for her Halloween performance & Atticus + Aunt Alexandra couldn't make it for the play:

" She suggested i give the family a preview in the livingroom. So Jem squeezed me into my costume, stood at the livingroom door, called out "Po-ork," exactly as Mrs. Merriweather would have done, and I marched in. Atticus and Aunt Alexandra was delighted."

1. from 1500 guides cookies to none left. after five + months, my job as a treasurer is almost done! (((:
2. when everything goes wrong, watch the second last episode of cruel temptation + play farmville. the satisfaction you get from both makes up for everything else <:
3. as you grow older, you don't have lesser friends. You just realise who your true friends are.♥
4. we got into quarters for debate!! (((: third in division two ftw!
5. the candle light remix of down by Jay Sean is awesome.

"Do you still love nature, despite what it did to you?" ++Youjin.
whattttt?

Yes, i wanna box her. (not yj!)

when we long for absolution.

2010-03-27T08:15:00.000-07:00

First week of term two finally over. hectic ttm, hell of a week.

MONDAY - excited (for the first few seconds), had PE that was standing broad jump = muscle ache for the rest of the week (including being unable to walk down stairs & sit without being agonised), had G, attempted to mug o;

TUESDAY - CT, long + bad day.

WEDNESDAY - lessons till eleven, FOUNDER'S DAY! :). had to mug for emath & chinese test + finish the entire zuo ye o____o, sleep deprived.

THURSDAY - worst day of the week (double chinese + double chem & Z upsize), panicking for JGs, starting to study for chem @ twelve, failing to do so.

FRIDAY - no more muscle aches!!, hecticcccc school day, had G for a short while, JGs (won omg, quarter finals ftw!), wandered around CHIJ with yy, had an awesome time talking to other debaters (Y), dinner + airport, & finally home @ twelve.

SATURDAY - F21 with Mandy + Chye, CD concert! (YJ, Vigi & Melanie were awesome :DDDD), prata for supper <;

If the world didn't suck, we would all fall off. But i figured that even if that happened, i couldn't care less. (: alright, shall stop feeling sad /sorry/ emo whatever. tmr shall be a better day, the start of an awesome week! <;

Running low.

2010-03-24T09:14:00.000-07:00

why does technology always fail me?

Can we stop this? I'm getting tired.

today i realised that you remember, you just don't care. (which is half as bad).

i. don't. care.

2010-03-20T09:02:00.000-07:00

/edit/ First day of term two DDDD: excited for the first few minutes of school but that's all. one week of break, doesn't feel like anything at all o: chiong chinese essay last night @ 10+++ & finished it by twelve haha awesome much! :DDD why did it stop raining ): Idol Army is hilarious.(: ahh now we're all addicted. (zombie farm isn't available on fb...so farmville & bejeweled it is!)

"Today, I realized that while like many other MLIA-ers WHEN I READ ALL CAPS, MY INNER VOICE YELLS but also whenpeopletypelikethismyinnervoiceautomaticallyspeedsup." ++MLIA

class bbq ♥ (4L is actually quite awesome :DDD) & studying with danielle + zann (finally!!) tired ttm (can feel my entire body protesting) but had a good laugh today about...stuff. like sec One life, "hi danielle you suck" on history paper, Zann being Zann, mollie (?) being an awesomely fun game of the year!! :D

Hi mocca, stop being scared of rain & attempting to hide behind me now. the rain is so shiok now can!! :D

do we really want to know the answer?

2010-03-15T06:01:00.001-07:00

it's FRIDAY. the march holidays are ENDING. i haven't done my homework nor studied for any tests. why does a week w/o school fly by huh? DDDDD:

Everytime i go to fb, i see "What's on your mind?" & i realised that
if i answered that question everytime, it'll be always You.

(i broke almost all of my new year resolutions alrd.)

THBT casinos should not hire former youth offenders - prop. JGs next friday, last match before semi-finals (which is near impossible to get into). i.... need to stay focused.

Hopes held high.

2010-03-13T20:11:00.000-08:00

Nana is a genius. i don't even know how she took this picture!

one or two years ago (i can't even rmb!) YY well done, you finally figured out how to upload pictures onto fb!

Civic district + disappointing last day of school (didn't even feel like it was the last day of school!) + awesome saturday that made up for it :DDDD (bbq ftw!)

end of term one alrd, time really really flies ~ it's like everyday, everything seems the same but yet it's only after a long time when you look back & spot the differences that changed your life, changed you as a person. i'm grateful for everything in the past three years + one term in AHS. the laughter, the tears, the good times & the bad times. it's funny how the most memorable times are the times when we thought we'll never make it through but yet we can all just sit down & laugh about it now. & how the pictures bring back so much happiness & memories that it stays so vividly in your head. if, if i really do migrate to Canada, i don't even know how to get started on how much i'll miss everything & everyone. sigh DDD:

on a lighter, happier note, it's the march holidays!! (: & i learnt a new word from Aud - awesometastic. it even sounds better than awesome. someday, it might just be in the dictionary <:

+fingers crossed+

Wash away the best of me.

2010-03-11T05:47:00.000-08:00

I'm engaged.....to MNSJ hahahahahaha <; what a wonderful pleasant surprise when i saw the invitation LOL.
Survived the v. last Thursday of the term (!!!) double chinese + double chem & upsized Z D: killer. me & van.S dying in class, writing random song lyrics, headbanging (or rather bobbing, harvesting zombies & carrots, laughing (cos you get 6packs from doing so!!) etc. we will survive (& we did! :D) result slip tmr (omg L1R5 below ten!!)

running @ night is awesome. focus, feel the wind, listen to the beat (: (yes ying yan we need a new pact!)

i seriously need to stop getting myself into awkward situations ._______.

Three rules.
1. Don't let anyone tell you that you can't when you know you can.
2. Don't let anyone tell you that you can either.
3. Don't fall in love.

hands up if g means everything to you.

2010-02-27T20:08:00.000-08:00

TKAM +SLPOVER FTW :D +TRIPLE YAY & MEGA LOVE+

mug chem zomgg crash & burn whee. i can do it okay :D

JGs this friday, i don't....even wanna think about it yet. chem chem chem.

But sometimes in the end, there's nothing left for you.

when you're gone, i don't know how to move on.

2010-02-25T04:28:00.000-08:00

video of the day! :D

Live, before you die.

2010-02-23T07:09:00.000-08:00

/edit/
I've decided to push everything unhappy out of mind/stop caring about people who mean nothing/ focus on o levels/ treasure my wonderful friends/ laugh & smile more :D
i'm gonna to decide to be happy, it's a choice (yes it is). today me & melanie were writing down the time-table for o levels in our planner & were freaking out already ohmygosh hahaha, can't imagine what the actual thing will be like!! o; but hey, just do your best (:
it's funny how things can change so much. & it's funny how i couldn't care less now.
cos... when everything goes wrong, we move along <:

Today, I was walking to class in the snow and it was less than pleasant. Then I came to the conclusion that I was walking on water and my walk became significantly more awesome. MLIA.

My mom just gave my little sister "The talk." She walked up to me five minutes later and said, "Do YOU know?" I busted up laughing...I am 25, married and have a five month old boy. MLIA

A fortnight ago I finally solved my rubiks cube. I waited two weeks to post this so that I could use the word fortnight. MLIA

Today, I went to the store and bought some Land o Lakes cheese. On the label, it said 'LOL Cheese'. I laughed. MLIA

Today, the whole world came crashing down on me, so I got some tape and stuck the map back onto the wall. MLIA

Today, my mom told me to clean my room because the cleaning lady is coming tomorrow. I'm still confused. MLIA

all my energy's being sucked out, reading MLIA like there's no tomorrow, too tired to do anything else. my life's filled with exhausting days, comic relief here & there, grumpy people, sleeping for eight hours straight (:D), HK dramas, confusing chem notes and staring into space, wondering if there's a parallel universe out there.

Why, why am i staking all my happiness on you? I'll never be the same (if we ever meet again.)

2% is still better than none.

2010-02-19T06:49:00.000-08:00

Say hello. (when i didn't have a care in the world.)

You know what?

i'm tired. & this time, idk if anything can help me get back on track anymore.

if i tiptoed, would i be one step closer to heaven?

i can't remember when i was ever that happy.

2010-02-15T06:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY X20000 TIMES CNY & VALENTINES!♥ it's a mad, mad world ohmy hahahahah <; My cousins (three hyper small boys, my elder cousin + gf & chermaine), my uncles & aunties, grandparents ♥, family + yj, yj's sis, yj's other sis & her bro-in-law. HYPER MADNESS + FUNNY HK SHOW + STEAMBOAT + MOCCA & JUNIOR (who refuses to be friends ._.).

SOME PICTURES FROM CNY CELEBRATION IN SCHOOL :

OKAY THIS IS TOTALLY RANDOM. nah, not really. people keep saying i look like a hamster so i found the cutest hamster so... if you wanna say i look like a hamster, you'll be saying that i'm cute <; awesome.
200 POUNDS BEAUTY IS FABULOUS. no, i did not just discover the show okay! -.- it was airing last night so wheeee (;

-& omg i need to rant. (skip this part whatever.)-

You've been holding it on so tightly but it's slipping away. "there's a reason why the people in your past didn't make it into your future." perhaps many years later i'll blame myself, i'll wonder why i didn't try any harder, i'll wonder if it's my fault. but for now, i just want to stop hurting & feeling nostalgic whenever i see something that reminds me of you. & omg i'm so through being sad about what happened, so sick of you being so cold now, so sick of initiating conversations & making sure it doesn't die off, so sick of hoping & wishing that things could be like before. not smart enough, not pretty enough, not sociable enough.... not good enough for you. by now, if you think i'm talking about you, if you think you're special enough to be that special to me, you're probably right. but honestly, i'm only doing this for old time's sake, if not for the past memories, i wouldn't even try. why try when you know all you're gonna get is a cold reply that makes you feel like your not worth anything at all? do i really mean that little to you after all that we've been through. granted that it's been a long time ago but still, it happened. i'm not even gonna start talking about how much you've changed & stuff but i'm gonna tell you how friggin much i miss the old you. i've known you my entire life (literally), & i thought i actually knew you. turns out how you can be so,so entirely wrong about someone. how you can be so utterly disappointed.
but guess what. what's done is done, what's said can't be taken back. it was never my loss to begin with.
i would say i'm moving on but you already did. You're always one step before me.

i'm done.

-end of ranting-

FUNNIEST FB GROUP OF THE DAY: You can't be best friends without constantly insulting each other! (omg so true hahahahah <;)

FUNNIEST FB GROUP OF YESTERDAY: MUST....STOP....BECOMING....A....FAN.....OMG THAT'S SO TRUE *becomes a fan*

FUNNIEST FB GROUP OF THE WEEK: Parents only say "don't answer back" when they know they're getting owned.

FUNNIEST FB GROUP OF THE MONTH: If youtube, facebook & twitter combined, it'll be called You Twitface.

+curls up in laughter+ kthxbye.

You leave first, so you don't have to watch them go.

2010-02-09T06:03:00.000-08:00

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

cos love's such a funny thing. (Happy Valentines, you.)

ain't a fairytale.

2010-02-06T05:49:00.000-08:00

Ying Yan didn't finish her food for the first time cos we were all so damn nervous <: we sang in a cab just to calm down & get rid of the nerves. (the cab driver was super amusing hahahaha). Anglican High School has a fb page LOL (the opposition brought that up o:) the best part? AHS debate team tasted success for the v.first time (; honestly, i was on the verge of tears when we heard it went to the opposition at first ._. but it was a close match, a good match & good experience haha.

idk why, but i expected to feel much happier than i am now.

YOSHI airshow pictures up as soon as i can find my cable ._. NYAA omg.

/edit/
HOW, HOW AM I EVER GONNA FINISH NYAA REFLECTIONS! ANNOYED & PISSED OFF NOW RAWR.

2010-02-03T04:16:00.000-08:00

AHS DEBATE TEAM !!!♥ {Yes, there IS such a thing fyi.}

WHO: 1. Audrey (the coolest, most don't-panic-even-though-it's-time-to-panic).
2. JAX. (he has style man.)
3. Melody (most enthusiastic team member, 必胜!!:D & has sexy legs ^^)
4. Sher may (pwns you.)
5. Ying Yan (i have nothing to say to you :D haha classic.)
6. Me. (i am awesome.)

WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO DO: debate.

WHAT WE DO: shoot, shag marry, truth or dare, camp at subway, roll on the floor with laughter @ Ying yan's description of _____, ISUSHI ♥, attend cool debate workshops, attend not-so-cool debate workshops, swoon over Valentine's day together, and sometimes... of course debate. ;)

JGs is this friday. +screampanicjumpaboutomggg+ smile :D

2010-02-01T03:23:00.001-08:00

haven't had a good laugh in ages alrd, thank you for that email W.(:
I.LOVE.6FR'06 OKAY. hahahaha crazy people @ vivo & crashing nat's house ftw!!:D you won't believe how LONG it took for us to actually get to superdog because of the no. of times we stopped when someone whipped out her camera!!O<>

"When i'm 13, i wish the person from macs will come to my house & tell me i just won the competition for mcdelivery." ++A FIFTEEN year old girl :D

Valentine's day is gonna be HUGE man, look @ the no. of stars acting in it. the trailer is like...breathtaking on it's own. i wanna watch it ); I love you, New York & Alice in Wonderland isn't too far off either. CAN'T WAITTTT!!:D

She didn't even have time to cry -

2010-01-28T01:39:00.000-08:00

whatever happened to forever.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MNSJ & NATS :DDD
Chem test tmr die ttm ohmy ._. IDON'TCAREABOUTSALTS. my dog likes food trails rofl.
~~Giving up cause there's no chance, you've no right to love. keep on running, hiding, it's gonna catch up with you one of these days.~~ You can't.

idk how you managed to do it, but i wish you didn't. a little too late, a little too not over you :C

something in my heart's missing, & i think it's you.

2010-01-24T05:13:00.000-08:00

"I wish the boys at my school looked more like the boys from Gossip Girl."
" I tell a funny story, no one laughs. IT WAS FUNNY WHEN I REMEMBERED IT OK?"
" I CAN'T BELIEVE I USED TO FANCY YOU - WHAT WAS I THINKING?"
"HAHAHAHAHAHA no."
"Dear pringles, i cannot fit into your tube of deliciousness."
"I watch PG movies without my parents. What.A.Rebel."
"Friday, last period, two minutes till the bell rings...Best feeling ever."

SMILE (:

2010-01-23T19:46:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU CHARLENE (: i'm dedicating something to you, aren't you touched!!:D thank you for always standing by me & willing to listen to me rant. twinzone (L) ftw haha (: let's go watch NC16 movies on our birthdays okay!C:

& sorry mandy for not being able to go down today!): but we will... go CNY shopping together & other random sales okay :D we'll smile together (:

YAY OMG LOOKING FORWARD TO 30th!!:D Class gathering of 6FR (:

NANA TOCK IS EPIC. this is what happened this morning:
Tock: How do you simplify 2i<6u?
Me: uh, i<3u?
Tock: YES!HEHE. I love you tooo! ~
+inserts random conversation+
it was only much, much later did i realise it was a joke o: & she concluded that i'm even more lag than charlene ahhhh :C then later when i was reading the comics in life, i realised that it was from foxtrot!!:D haha super epic LOLL. so, don't get tricked into saying i love you okay! TEEHEE (:

Yesterday was band concert (waiting for Joy to upload the photos on fb!!:D) & mj invitationals. We lost both, & i'm not even ashamed cos i feel that our team did do our best & definitely deserved to win (: our... virgin (as Mr. C puts it) match haha, but hey we gained exposure & experience i guess. I was disheartened at first, but after YingYan's screwdriver analogy... i couldn't not laugh LOL. & just to add thankyou lx, clara & minle for the dinner haha, had lots of fun :D

2010-01-21T05:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CLARA!:D OLD IS GOOD. (:

----------------------------------

i need to say this:

I'm not going to give you the permission to make me feel inferior anymore. So don't waste your time attempting to bring me down. {save the sarcasm for someone who actually cares to rebut you}. Karma, btw, works in fascinating ways.

keep the faith.

cheer up love, everything's going to be fine.

2010-01-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

let me tell you my favourite pastime currently :D READING RANDOM GROUPS/FANCLUBS (or whatever you call it), THAT PEOPLE JOIN ON FB!! {no life, whatever blah. it's super entertaining okay!}

the top ten funniest ones! to me LOL:
#10. I think of funny things in my head & burst out laughing.
#9. I wish i could call out to my stuff to find out where they are.
#8. Im the map,im the map, im the..SHUT THE HELL UP I KNOW YOUR NAME!!
#7. Remembering the times where 小明 used to always be in my chinese composition.
#6. Teachers call it copying, we call it TEAMWORK!
#5. When i was a kid, i hated going to bed. Now i cherish every hour of sleep.
#4. When I Was Younger, I Put My Face Close to the Fan to Hear My Robot Voice.
#3. Where are we going? I don't know, i was following you...
#2. I was waiting for a reply, then realised that i never did send the message.

AND BEST OF ALL:

#1. LOOK LOOK LOOK! ahh you missed it. (:

anyone know anything about wage caps zomgg, debate competition on sat!:/ JIAYOU YAY AHS DEBATE FTW!(L)

second best (that's all i'll ever know).

2010-01-16T19:45:00.000-08:00

being secfour sucks ttm ohmy ._. i have a bio test tmr, in which i know nothing about. awesome :/ time to start actually knowing what's going on before o levels hits me right in my face o:

Go the Distance is supposed to be inspirational & all that, whatever i miss Disney songs. OLD Disney songs. ): CHILDHOOOOOD man.
& I''ve been told that i finally look like a sec one. (: YIPEE except, i'm 16 this year ._. +Runs around madly+

Rant, rant, rant ): i'm not...feeling like myself right now. what i am looking forward to right now:

#1. MJC invitational debates!!!:D (after which is band concert :D double yay.) ohoh & JX's prata birthday ROFL.
#2. 6Fr'06 gathering +TRIPLE YAY+ (: for mandy, nats & rachel's birthday wheee (:
#3. GOING TO YOUTH LATER (: idkk, i need God in my life so badly right now (especially when everything's so messed up & confusing) time to take a step back.

"Blessed be His name, though there's pain in the offering, blessed be His name."

smile!

2010-01-15T06:03:00.000-08:00

Give me the wisdon to know the difference,

SMILE MNSJ, WE'LL WAIT FOR THAT DAY OKAY.(:

ONE DOWN, FIVE MORE TO GO!

2010-01-13T08:40:00.000-08:00

to let go, or to hold on...?
to give up on the things that make me smile...?

either a six, ten or way beyond. single digit comeon!C;

never worth it,

2010-01-09T20:18:00.000-08:00

CANON CAMERA (silver ugh but whatever) 12.1 Mega Pixels ♥
first few pictures teehee.

QUIZ.

2010-01-09T06:03:00.000-08:00

I confess that in 2009, I have...

~~( ) stayed single for the whole year~~
not answering that.
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween (!)
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) had a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(X) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

omg that's practically everything!C:

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
i think it was...to grow taller or something ._.
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
( ) sat home all day doing nothing
( x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your bf/gf
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer to a lot of people

i can't believe i ever thought that just because 2010 was here, things would actually change for the better.

ANYWAY.
this morning/afternoon's session was...frustrating. awareness?
but on a much happier note, tonight was SURPRISINGLY AWESOME.

1) I bought clothes (that was ridiculously cheap) @ the bazaar!!(;
2) I had fun watching UP (rofl) with a certain someone ahem even though it was all scientifically wrong.
3) Bryan, Nicholas & William came over!:D super cute cousins FTW!:D Bryan pwns though (;
4) I WON A FREE CANON CAMERA @ THE LUCKY DRAW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Today my friend sent me a text asking "What does IDK mean?" I texted her back saying "I don't know". Two minutes later I got a text back saying "OMG Nobody Knows!!" ++MLIA.

had a bad day.

2010-01-06T06:29:00.000-08:00

Hello, my name is Debo & i can't do chem to save my life.

Don't believe in a promise that can only be broken.

"A man who smiles when something went wrong, is a man who found someone else to put the blame on." ++Clara :D ROFL.

i wish.

the voice of an angel.

2010-01-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

she brings singing to a WHOLE NEW DEFINITION. Charice Pempengco is truly amazing zomggg. my jaw just dropped @ her first song. IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT YET, PLEASE DO, YOU WILL BE AMAZED!!:D God bless her.(:

2010-01-01T21:09:00.000-08:00

SHERLOCK HOLMES IS INSANELY ENJOYABLE!!!
& I FINALLY FINISHED MY CHINESE COMPOS TRIPLEYAY :D

but... school's starting, along with the two solid weeks of test argh. i need a real holiday. one that doesn't require you to go back to school every other day. one that has zero holiday homework tyvm. one that does not need you to pick up your chem tb, or fall asleep while doing history essays in preparation for start-of-years. it shouldn't even be legal.

still, all in good time. the school does have the best interests for us so that we when facing "tough competition with the rest of the world", will not starve to death because of our lack of skills & knowledge. i've a feeling, that with all the rapid developments around the world, and intense education system, that we're all just gonna explode and die. which... might not be so good after all.

i should really stop arguing with myself.

I gotta feeling is the number one song of the year^^ the memories it brings back rofl (: quite retarded now that i think about it.

bring it on. +D

A GREAT, FRESH START.(:

2009-12-31T19:47:00.000-08:00

2009.
(Jason tagged me on fb, so here it is! my v.last quiz on 2009 (;)

Most memorable moment?
can i list a few? :/ Guides handover, EOYs mugging session (-_-), debate learning camp, OBS, Cambodia'09, Christmas!:D

Best friends?
REAL friends don't need labels, but you know who you are :D thank you for making 2009 a great year <3>

Best weekend?
(;

What's the thing you regret doing the most?
uhm, alot of regrets actually. being sad over the wrong stuff haha.

Made new friends?
made AWESOME FRIENDS ;D

Favourite song?
of the year? Never knew i needed (;

First hug of the year?
how to rmb LOLLL.

Funniest moment you can remember?
has something to do with charlene, MLIA or yj!

Have you changed since the end of 2008?
Grew taller, happier, less insecure :D

Drifted from old friends?
Some :/

Did you kiss anyone on new years day?
uh no -.-

Favourite movie?
a tie between angels & demons, and the proposal ;D

Best hugger?
DANIELLE!

Biggest obsession?

Farmville & bangs o:

Greatest achievement?
GETTING 21/30 FOR SUMMARY!! & opening up i guess.

Best month and why?
April, that's when everything changed.

Made any enemies?
hmmm.hope not?

Had a job?
nah. next year!;D

Go on any vacations?
Australia.

Person you've seen the most besides family?
Guides/3L'09/debate team LOLL.

Best birthday party you went to?
ANZU! (okay not party but she was so touched haha!)

Stupidest moment?

let's not talk about that.

Person who pissed you off the most?
-

Learned something new about who you are?
definitely.

Number of people who said 'i love you' to you and meant it?
idk if they meant it haha C:

Meet anyone special?
maybe?

Person who you had the most fun with?
YOSHIS & yj/anzu/lx :D

Cried?
countless times.

Best present you got?
the tediously-wrapped & decorated shoebox with everything in it for birthday (:

What were you doing January 1st 2009?
oh that's today! uh, blogging about last year & catching a movie?(;

Fallen for someone when you thought you wouldn't?
Yeah.

What was the biggest surprise of the year?
(;

Broken a promise?

Yeah :/

Liked more than 5 people?
Nah, not in that way.

Almost died?
of happiness.

Given up something important?
Yeah.

What are you most looking forward to next year?
Putting in my best for Os & enjoying the "long holiday afterwards" as quoted from Jason.

What are you not looking forward to next year?
the hard work :/

2010.

my resolutions for the new year:

here's to 2010!(;

i'm gone.

2009-12-30T19:07:00.000-08:00

idk if im supposed to feel flattered or disgusted. get over yourself.
i'll smile cos i deserve to.

2009-12-30T03:48:00.000-08:00

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. THANK YOUU FOR BEING MY INSULT BUDDY.(:
2. I'm still laughing over your two left shoes MNSJ!
3. I wish our conversations weren't so shallow & just-for-the-sake-of-talking.
4. My watch is cooler than you ;)
5. I had a great time with you, thank you C:
6. You changed my life, & you don't even know it! (im not telling you heh.)
7. I secretly think that your nice & awesome.
8. I have alot of fun arguing with you over mindless things. 8D
9. I MISS YOU );
10. You remind me of...a fungi.

NINE things about yourself:
1. I'M VERTICALLY CHALLENGED.
2. i like elephants ;D
3. Guides changed my life.(:
4. I only insult people who i consider friends.
5. I used to be v.insecure.
6. I don't mind being black cos it lowers chances of getting skin cancer C:
7. I SHLD REALLY BE STUDYING NOW :/
8. this is now my favourite face - o:
9. i like playing farmville/bejeweled & hearts :D

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Make me laughh (;
2. NOT play mind games with me -_-
3. Sweeeet.
4. Read my mind LOL.
5. uh, let me draw stuff on his hand :D
6. smilee.
7. idkk.
8. be a guy.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. I NEED TO STUDY.
2. debating formats o.o
3. I SHOULD GROW TALLER.
4. why it's never me.
5. SECFOUR NEXT YEAR ARGGGG.
6. look out for dead birds. scary.
7. is the world really ending in 2012?

SIX people who mean a lot.
1. GUIDES (yeah i know it's not A person)
2. ZANN.
3. DANIELLE.
4. YJ, ANZU, LX...
5. YOU.
6. MOCCA.

FIVE things you do before you go to bed:
1. Panic cos i haven't completed alot of things.
2. Attempt to finish it.
3. Fail & decide to do it tmr.
4. write crap in my diary.
5. turn off lights LOLL.

FOUR things you’re wearing right now.
1. Guides tee xD
2. fbts.
3. COOL ORANGE WATCH (okay fine not cool whatever -.-)
4. does contacts count?

THREE songs that fit your life perfectly
1. TRY.
2. WHO AM I.
3. NEVER KNEW I NEEDED!

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Save the elephants.
2. Tell whoever whatever i need to say.

ONE confession:
1. i'm SHY. nah just kidding.

if you could see me now.

2009-12-28T03:48:00.000-08:00

Cambodia pictures (; i'm so bringing you there next year.

it's not over yet.

thanks for today C:

IT IS GOOD TO GIVE THANKS!

2009-12-25T02:45:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLDDD!:D
it's time to stop focusing on all the presents/cards/decorations/Christmas trees/parties & just go back to basics in enjoying Christmas as it is.(: went to the zooo (elephants ohmy :D) then botanic gardens (which was stunning) today. Last night was enlightening (don't ask me why) but im glad i went ;D i suck @ wii -_- but the food was awesomee.

i'm gonna choose to be happy, to keep smiling no matter what happens in the future.(;

Die-cut cube!<3

2009-12-23T04:59:00.000-08:00

I'M SICK. (& tired of everything -.-)

CHRISTMAS EVE IS TMR. (im not even in the christmas season spirit yet!)

SCHOOL'S STARTING IN LESS THAN TEN DAYS. (omgg my hw's untouched O;)

WATCHING CRUEL TEMPTATION IS HEARTBREAKING. (can't stand it alrd -_-)

I MISSED THE BEST SERMON EVER. (bad timing ohmy ._.)

I'VE MASTERED THE ART OF HEARTS. (finally ;D)

I SINCERELY MISTOOK SOMEONE FOR SOMEONE ELSE COS OF A HAIRCUT. (way to go!)

I LOST MY VOICE. (& sound like a horse.)

I LOST WEIGHT! (idk why...)

THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I LAUGHED SO HARD THAT I CRIED. (feels awesomeeee.)

it's about the cross.

2009-12-19T17:33:00.000-08:00

i want the Cambodia pictures ):
i need to finish the annoying math hw!!
i should actually try to recover soon enough....

miracles? :/

i've so much to thank God for, for the past year, for seeing me through my failures, my happiness. i took so many things for granted, always imagined that they would be there for me but now it's really too late & i can only hope that this isn't the end. not much of Christmas shopping this year, with me being sick & the RI debate camp (-.-). last night was simply amazing, to see people from the other side of the world come together to celebrate Christmas.

Joy to the World!:D

& to MNSJ (omg your initials are so cool hahahaha), i just want to tell you that no matter what happens in the future, that you'll be able to push through cos your so wonderfully strong(: thank you for always putting others before yourself even when things aren't going smoothly. MERRY CHRISTMAS DEAR!(: & get well soon too! worse come to worse, we'll just crawl under a rock & watch Korean dramas :D & prank-call auddie from there!.

& yes Obama does make great speeches. (but that's the problem cos everyone expects so much more from him!) ahhwells.

"My dog, buddy? I'm really scared that he'll eat the sofa and become a stuffed dog!" ++ Pastor Tim.

look away then, what you don't know can't hurt you.

consider me a believer.

2009-12-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

note to self:
1. stop attempting to do your homework in front of the com.
2. stop randomly joining groups/becoming a fan on facebook just cos they make you laugh. (no life -_-)
3. stop singing random songs over & over again till they're stuck in your head.
4. find someone to watch princess & the frog cos it's awesome according to everyone.
5. stop asking everyone who they're favourite Disney princess is & then arguing that mulan pwns (even though she does.)
6. stop blogging & playing farmville.
7. finish chinese homework that has been attempted thousands of times (i think it's getting sick of me too.)

i could go on forever.
make it count, it aint gonna last forever <3

let the stars light the way.

2009-12-15T19:17:00.000-08:00

Just because he doesn't love you the way you want him to, doesn't mean he isn't loving you with all that he has. <3

our God is an awesome God :D

2009-12-15T06:07:00.000-08:00

You know how song lyrics have "till we run out of road"? well, in Cambodia, you literally RUN OUT OF ROAD. & you have to come out of the pick-up & push it across the waters.

that's just one of the thousand & one things you'll get to experience there :D i had an absolutely A-W-E-S-O-M-E trip! thank you Rado, Makara, Vichni, Sook koon, Radolf & all you wonderful people out there for being so welcoming & treating us like one of you. every single experience there, every single memory, i wouldn't forget. the fellowship there was just amazing & we could really feel and see God working in each of our lives. and yes, you can indeed find happiness in poverty. & facebook :D (!) im suffering from Cambodia - withdrawal symptoms now, i miss it already )< & i friggin hate flying o_o no, it's not the least cool or exciting. just really boring & irritating. oh wells. ( i only like the landing part.) 100++ pictures to be uploaded another day!:D now all i want to do is play farmville, crawl underneath my blanket & fall asleep sitting up. one step @ the timeeeee. (:

why it's never me.

2009-12-09T03:36:00.000-08:00

I'M FLYING OFF TO CAMBODIA.

(& i don't ever want to come back again.)

xoxo.

bad day, what's new?

2009-12-08T06:09:00.000-08:00

the problem with being someone else is that you'll forget how to be yourself.

hold on, but don't hold too tight. let go, it's gonna be all right. don't run away, just keep holding on.

flying off to Cambodia on Thursday @ four am hahahahaha super cool :D i like mid-night/early morning flights. i feel really mean & evil these days, realized that it takes self-control to change. karma works in mysterious ways. feel like ranting on & on about everything/nothing. scared of facing up to certain things, scared of messing up (if i haven't already done so.) nothing much to be happy about these days, gotta stay positive & not be so siannnnn always ._. can't sleep before 12 now, idk why but scared of falling asleep. even after two plus i'm still not tired (body alarm screwed ttm). a mistake from the start (i should think not.) fate? (i like to believe so.) i really, really hope that this trip to Cambodia can help me look @ things from a new perspective, open my eyes to be less selfish & more humble. & be self-actualized.

Obama has the same catchphrase as Bob the Builder. "YES WE CAN!"

Christmas is coming, the year's ending. be your own miracle(:

DID THAT HAPPEN TO YOU? :D

2009-12-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

saw the quiz on aud's blog then realised pris tagged me tooo(:

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
ignore it for a while then screammmm & freak out when it comes nearer :D and then...walk calmly outside like nothing happened ^^

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
drop everything that i'm doing & SING ALONGGG! :D

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
go online, offline, online, offline over&over again till he realises i'm there & talks to me HAHAHAHAHA (i've never tried it before ^^)

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
uh..nothing? different taste LOL.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
if no one notices, get up & run. if everyone's looking, sit there & laugh. (drag someone down with you to laugh tooo).

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
form cool words with the options A,B,C&D!!!:D

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
cover my mouth & talk hahahahahahahaha.

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
blow it :D

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
do it again till you get a good score then laugh cos it isn't you? (:

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
SMILE&JUMP ABOUT.

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
i know what to get her for her birthday ~~

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
he/she can't seeeee me :D i'm invisible & AWESOME.

TAGGED: (can i just tag one person who's super retarded?)
CHARLENE CHYEEE :D (do it on your non-existent blog or fb!:D)

when i grow up.

2009-12-02T20:00:00.000-08:00

when in doubt, act intelligent & eat ice-cream.

i miss doing extremely stupid make-believe stuff with Cheirmaine then running all the way back to catch some lame channel 8 singapore drama. i miss baby-sitting Bryan & Nicholas with William @ east coast, chasing after them on bicycles ._. things change.

i'm through with all this, through with you. sickkkkk.

lavender blues.

the things we forget.

2009-11-30T23:42:00.000-08:00

me & char climbing(: aren't you proud.

looks like lingxin's smiling @ nothingness haha :D

"Today, i considered telling my uncle that WTF doesn't mean with thanks from." ++ MLIA.

finally learnt how to play Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ting (try saying that really fast 10xs). by Jay Chou who is awesome :D & i realised today that the Chinese symbols pwns the English symbols in my phone cos there are cool stuff like stars & alot more random stuff(: afternoon well spent.

SHOPAHOLIC is hilarious, i still laugh even after re-reading it five times. & the book the giver, i read it five years ago (i stole it from my elder sis), a passage from it came out in our secONE English EOYs & now for our holiday assignment. WHAT IS WITH THAT BOOK! it was all cynical & absurd to me. i hated the ending -_- & now i have to go hunt for it again cos it's buried under everything else.

note to self: stop arguing with shermay on who rocks more (stalin or hitler). hello, hitler killed himself -_- (& six million jews along with it) you can't hate stalin just cause of horses. & no, hitler is not the least hot in any sense!!!

it's better to have loved & lost then not to have loved at all.

don't tell me who i'm supposed to be.

2009-11-29T06:43:00.001-08:00

i wanna live each day like the last, i don't want to have anymore regrets with life(: held on to too many things, kept getting hurt in the process. ONE STEP @ THE TIME. doesn't matter how slowly you go, as long as you don't stop :D though it hurts to let go, what can't kill you will make you stronger so to hell with all that(: i'm gonna choose to be happy.

"Life isn't all butterflies & rainbows." I just realised that this sentence is way wrong. cos life IS about butterflies & rainbows. Butterflies being the simple beauty in life that we always fail to notice & take for granted. Rainbows can only be seen after storms. The storms in life, the storms that we push through, a rainbow's always at the end, waiting for us somehow, somehow. & for the very last time, i'm not emo -_- it's NATURAL to be sad & stuff at times, but just know that a better tomorrow's always on it's way(:

I am a flower quickly fading, here today & gone tomorrow. A wave tossed in the ocean, a vapour in the wind. Still you hear me when i'm calling, Lord you catch me when i'm falling. And you told me who i am, i am yours.

dig deep, you say.

2009-11-26T21:53:00.001-08:00

My very first Jodi Picoult book. It made me think, it challenged me & everything i believed in.

"In nineteen minutes, you can mow the front lawn; color your hair; watch a third of a hockey game. In nineteen minutes, you can bake scones or get a tooth filled by a dentist; you can fold laundry for a family of five. In nineteen minutes, you can stop the world; or you can just jump off it." ++ Jodi Picoult, nineteen minutes.

"Shooting stars are not stars at all. They're just rocks that enter the atmosphere and catch fire under friction. What we wish on when we see one is only a trail of debris." ++ Jodi Picoult, My sister's keeper.

"When you love someone, you say their name different. Like it's safe inside your mouth." ++ Jodi Picoult, handle with care.

"When heaven breaks, who fixes it?" ++ Jodi Picoult, keeping faith.

"That one day you will look around and find out that you've been alone for years." ++ Jodi Picoult, plain truth.

If you gave someone your heart and they died, did they take it with them? Do you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that can't be filled?

Sometimes people run away just to see who follows. Sometimes you let go just to see who will hold on.

No, i'm not emo -.- just that being with you is as emotionally draining as reading a Jodi Picoult novel.

sworn off.

2009-11-25T07:49:00.000-08:00

ANNUAL HIKE '09 IS LOVE. (third place teehee!)

combined patrol (how hard it was to get everyone into the picture o:)
our third & last annual camp.
our third & last annual hike.

we ran a good race, we fought a good fight.
(rest of photos uploading soon!:D)

muscle ache alrd whattheheck o_o reach school tmr @ nine ._. feels worse than death.

let's stop looking back @ what might have been & focus on what it can be. (i've moved on.)

i choose sleep over happy endings.

2009-11-21T07:01:00.000-08:00

1. You are walking through the woods. You're not alone. Who's with you?
uh. someone who has a good sense of direction.

2. You are walking through the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
a cheetah.

3. What interaction takes place between you & the animal?
it gets me out of the woods. can not? :D

4. You walk deeper into the woods. You enter a clearing, and you are at your dream house.
i thought i was out of the woods alrd! okay uh. awesome vintage house with a swimming pool :D

5. Is your house surrounded by a fence?
nah.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dinning room and see the dinning table is covered with?
tablecloth & flowers teez.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
huh why got cup on the ground one -_- personalized mug hahahaha.

8. What do you do with the cup?
Drink from it then put it back into the kitchen? O.O

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at what body of water?
Waterfall :D that leads to a gorge.

10. How will you cross that body of water?
Build a bridge.

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1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.
anyone with a good sense of direction ROFLLL.

2. The size of the animal is representative to your perception of the size of your problems in life.
hmm. a cheetah's quite big. (omg i wanted to say elephant -.-)

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
oh wow, i used it to get out of my problems. HUH.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.
i didn't actually state the size. oops.

5. A lack of fence indicates an open personality.

6. If your answer did not include food, flowers, or people, you are generally unhappy.
PEOPLE?! right on, I'm a happy kid.

7. The durability of the material of the cup is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
mugs are fragile.

8. What you did with the cup is a representation of your attitude.
drinking water... hydrated yo.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your relationships.
huge omg hahaha.

10. The way you cross the water is representative of how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
Building a bridge isn't easy LOLL.

Was i the only one who fell in love? there never really was the two of us.

the best part of your life (your living it right now)

2009-11-20T07:31:00.000-08:00

FYI, by the time school starts my hair will be back to normal so in your face (i really hope you died of laughter well done kthxbye :D)
ran in the rain today (soaked ttm, it was almost flooding the roads) we even took pictures to capture the wonderful wet moment. & two days ago into a huge puddle. yes we will never follow charlene chye again (:

what i have learnt this year: (try saying everything in one go)
Learn as we live on, go for long walks, love yourself, laugh when everything goes wrong, when in doubt - act intelligent, don't bother explaining, everything happens for a reason, be nice, break the routine & all in all, give it your best shot.

& i grew taller. somehow, i'm still gonna be called short (even when i'm 1.8m).

the hardest part wasn't in letting go. it was in being happy after letting go.

thanks for making my day <3

it's not that it's bad, it just isn't nice.

2009-11-18T03:49:00.000-08:00

~~mandy, charlene & i wanted a change.~~

~~bangs looked interesting.~~

it was a dare.

the rest is super blur/makes us looks like ghost/with mandy/ looks like china dolls.

turns out almost everyone i know did something to their hair now hahahaha (reeebond, extensions etcc.) we're awesome.

charlene has the two Bs, BANGS & BRACES :D congrats.

triple A yo.

No sir.

2009-11-17T03:10:00.000-08:00

i see your future, your future without me.

one thing i learnt from Ris Low - it's how you see yourself.

Guides annual camp'09 is over :D i appreciate my bed, the clean toilets & having a table to eat much, much more. wonderful lessons indeed. outstanding camp patrol ftw(: mosquitoes there need to learn how to fly faster & go away @ times. me & char sadly looked like sec ones during camp but that's good cos we don't age as fast :D rock climbing, abseiling (?), weird instructors & muscle aches -_- i think i'll remember this one.

ALPS is finally over & 7 teachers leaving us this year :/ mixed feelings idkkk. there's Start of Year exams now (SOY) -.- which means we can't enjoy the holidays in peace (not like we ever get to). really, really looking forward to Cambodia mission trip in December cos i think i'm starting to forget the faces there alrd even though i vowed to remember. the peace there, the simple happiness, it's different. Gabrielle, Ruth & Jie Jun(: (we'll survive)

the year's coming to an end, but there's still December so not quite. can't wait for Christmas to come (CHRISTMAS SHOPPING!, carolling, sleepovers, presents etc.) feel the warmth & spread the love.

can't see anything ROFL.

charlene's face is cut off & can only see nana's mouth LOLLL.

don't have the rest so another day teez.

there's something wrong with your hair.

2009-11-12T00:55:00.000-08:00

i think we're good together.

2009-11-10T02:52:00.000-08:00

good old, good old(:

chinese paper's finally OVER :D screwed up paper two ttm, idk why but was much harder than imagined. whatever will be will be, so heck it(: today's GABRIELLE'S BIRTHDAY so here's a nice dedication just for you yo. (although you won't ever read this but still.) happy 16th teez ^^ quite sad to have your birthday during Os but after that you can go fly-jump-around alrd hahahaha :D friends FTW <3

i like sushi.

"I'M TALL. YOUR SMART. so we can't emo. i never said that you were tall & smart 8D." SHAY IS EPIC HEH.

confused ugh.

that's what they all say.

2009-11-06T03:57:00.000-08:00

"When the bleeding starts, i don't want it to stop."
++ Rachel Valentines.

i have a blank expression.

thanks for making my day.

better, bigger than love.

2009-11-05T04:26:00.000-08:00

messy hair & crazy faces ftw :D (we look overly excited waiting for the bus)
school is...depressing. the only highlight is that things can't get any lower than low so there will be better days ahead YAY(: sometimes when things get so screwed up i just feel like hiding under a rock & watching K dramas cos they have happy endings. & then i'll end up talking about rain o: me like rain cos it washes all the unhappiness after that & there are rainbows after the rain :D

+rain danceee+

if life had a backspace option, we'll end up wiping our entire lives out. & then wondering why there was such an option.
YJ & ANZU are finally back in school zomgg. Mrs Lam is super funny teez. Fiona died in the second episode of the HK police show ): too bad, i kinda liked her o:

spell inspirational.

2009-11-04T03:27:00.000-08:00

You may not be the best, but you shine the brightest.

have you ever wondered if you could save yourself?

days past, weeks flies, years are gone in a blink of an eye. step by step, day by day, you don't notice the changes.

chinese O levels coming soon, die ttm C: no motivation, no panic whatsoever. the JC joke is hilarious & totally pwns Pris & Zann's kite joke :D (which charlene only understood after a really long time).

"Today i was working at Tim Hortons. A lady was in line and she couldn't make up her mind. 20 minutes later, she finally decided to get something, and she reached into her pockets. I was hoping that it was going to be a tip, but it turned out to be a coupon for a haircut." ++ fml.

till we run out of road.

we'll travel @ the speed of light.

2009-11-03T01:50:00.000-08:00

"Doesn't matter which path we take, it'll cross - somehow." according to jx, this is wrong cos the lines can be parallel.

ALPS for another two weeks is utterly horrifying & irritating. +curls up in a corner & dies+ waking up every morning with no motivation whatsoever can kill. lessons after lessons, double chinese (-.-), running down to the canteen cos there's a lackoffood, cutting up kidneys after watching perfume, being blinded by flash @ 7 with shay, going to teahouse sooooon o:

finally, when we learn to stand up & talk - we're told to sit down & shutup.

thanks for leaving me behind.

2009-10-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

Murphy's law states that anything that can go wrong will go wrong.

be thankful then, that not everything in your life has gone wrong. sometimes we need a little evil to see the goodness in our lives.

"Heads held high, we'll walk on. Show the world what we can do, be who we can be. We'll walk on."

HK dramas pwn K dramas now (yes Shay!), although K dramas still have the hottest guys :D when i close my eyes now, i see cookies, numbers & reversi. (._.) not good at all.

the power to make people think. it's the most powerful one of all.

someone's gotta go.

2009-10-24T22:51:00.000-07:00

went out with AUDDIE & MNSJ (who claims that she's shy & thus not in the photo ._.).
pufferfish ftw! & leaving your ring in mini bits after paying for it is classic :D bodyshop sale, shaved ice-cream is the LOVE <3 face="georgia">
happiness isn't getting good results, but being contended that you did your best.
happiness isn't having friends, but having a good time with them.
happiness isn't playing oven break, but having fun screaming over it & laughing @ the gingerbread man.
happiness.

Last day for COOKIE SALE ON TUESDAY.! idk if we'll be able to sell everything, but with a little music, cookie monster's head... hey, anything's possible right? Guides JIAYOU :D

Getting used to being w/o you(: this time, i'm really not missing you.

first love.

2009-10-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

hello, this is mocca. She's secretly a pig & thinks that she can swim. Also, she'll let strangers into the house if they give her food.

ANYWAY. here's some long overdue photos of Tasmania :D

St Claire's lake (: we were freezing & ran back into the car after the picture.

At dreamworld :D the tiger was climbing a 3m tree! the trainers there told us never to climb a tree if your chased by a tiger. hmm.

random kangaroo @ the side of the road looking cool. it has a baby in it's pouch (:

Surfer's paradise. it puts East Coast & everything else to shame.

A gorge! :D water, water & more water.

200+ more pictures, but can't be bothered to upload everything C:

tired much.

laugh it off.

2009-10-16T06:41:00.000-07:00

"When your in love, suddenly the world seems like a much better place."

As i type this, i remember today as the day when i love SecThree Guides'09 more than ever!!:D Every single one of us, i'm sure we're gonna miss Guides like zomfg once handovers over so let's treasure the time left before handover & make the best out of things now k(: Friends for life FTW!

FIVE WAYS TO KNOW THAT YOUR.... UHM GAINING ABIT OF WEIGHT! ++credits to YingYan!:D
#1When your friends ask you if your stressed cuz it's exam period & when you say yes, they tell you to stop snacking while studying.

#2. When asked about your hobbies & you reply "baking", they suggest taking up a hobby that can makes you sweat.

#3. When your mum tells you to stop wearing your favourite shorts cuz it "looks like it's going to burst." - and means it.

#4. When you tell your friend what your mum said & she doesn't disagree.

#5. Following that, you suggest eating breakfast at Macs & she goes "Huh, you still want to eat ah?"

I'm gg to dream of numbers tonight, it's impossible not to after all the stock checking for cookies o_o ANZU'S GOING CHINA! for real this time, after all the "CHINA!" madness & stuff.

muscle ache, captain's ball, exam withdrawal symptoms, singing HSM3 songs in public, tribal dances, lying beside the pool with MNSJ, facebook, Korean & Hongkong dramas, learning how to spell philosophical (Jon!) & dreaming of PPG in my sleep.

2009-10-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

exams are traumatising.
i can play bejeweled now w/o feeling guilty for not studying math. feels so surreal.
Happy 16th birthday.

"Every scar tells a different story. A story of courage, regret & fear. It speaks louder than words, louder than actions - it speaks for itself."

2009-10-14T04:03:00.000-07:00

sudden urge to post pictures of obs & cambodia misson trip idk why o_o
shay & zq told me that my blog was grey on explorer so edited the html & stuff alrd(: quite amusing, now that i think about it.
Last paper's tmr!:D & that concludes the end of the extremely screwedup EOYS. Yes Jason agrees with me that he doesn't care about salts too(: i just don't get chem.

Saw this random quote on photobucket:
"Robots don't have hearts so show them some love by checking this out.".
Rightt.

Quite a few people started telling me how i sound so emo & i-wanna-slash-my-wrists on my blog (coughscoughs) so i'm here to tell you that i'm H-A-P-P-Y! & yes, we should all learn to laugh at ourselves when things don't turn out the way it should be :D

HI FATTY. (back at you MandyNeoSherjuan).

2009-10-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

warning, this blog post is gonna be ~~extremely~~ (cuz weihan said it wasn't long) long & doesn't actually make complete sense so don't bother to read it or even understand what i'm talking about unless you're Anzu :D

Firstly, ANZU NG BING BING WE STILL LOVE YOU LOADS SO DON'T BE SAD ANYMORE K ): it totally isn't your fault & i think she was rly lucky to have you as an owner, unlike some who unfortunately are hamster haters o_o i don't know how your really feeling now but me & yj will always be there for you so cheer up :D

Secondly, i listened to the Man Who Can't be Moved properly for the first time & actually heard the lyrics.

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving.

"A word's just a word till you mean what you say & love isn't love till you give it away." I know how love means something different to everybody but love is what keeps you going in the toughest moments.why am i trying to comprehend love now -.-

i'll pull through, cause i'm way stronger than you think i am.
i'll pull through the end of the day without you.
emotional, on the verge of breaking down completely, one step away from insanity without you.
but i'll show you how to live life, how to love.
without you by my side, i'll do just fine.

Thirdly, how on earth do you hit 300k for bejeweled!!! utter madness. my highest was & still is 100 k only pffft. I completely lack bejeweled skills ): sad, sad life. & i can't believe next month's gonna be november alrd!D: & then it'll be december (CHRISTMAS ♥) feel like a total lagger for not seeing how fast time flies o_o

Lastly, i have a sudden urge to boycott exams now. after all it kills trees/is the actual root of all evil/damages brain cells. five more days till end of EOYS. currently studying about the chordae tendineae which i'm sure is of no use to me whatsoever. & i'll definitely not remember it on my deathbed either. "Have a Demi Lovato song, have a break!"-YouJin. Listening to Muttons to Midnight definitely helps you in collapsing in fits of laughter. which is good cuz laughing gives you 6packs(:

i should rly stop rambling on & on about utter nonsense. PEACE OUT :D

2009-10-05T19:57:00.000-07:00

There comes a point in your life when you realise who matters, who never did, who won't anymore & who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it into your future.

feverish- yes.
feel like dying- yes.
still blogging- i don't know why.

& i wonder if you ever think of me.

2009-10-03T08:24:00.000-07:00

me: I'm bored & sick of Stalin.
J: Staling? like rotting?
me: er no, the communist leader.
J: ohh.that dude.

ROFL!:D "that dude" is the reason for me not being to sleep.

2009-10-03T06:44:00.000-07:00

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them.

~~let it just fade away, let go.~~
~~i was fine before you came into my life, i'll be fine without you.~~
~~why is everything going so wrong?~~

for a broken friendship, for a lost connection.

i like random post-its.
i like throwing tissues at Youjin while we're studying.
i like stealing Anzu's chocolates.
i like playing bingo with Shay during lessons.
i like insulting Char then getting insulted everyday of my life.

Studying in the rain, running in the rain, walking in the rain, laughing in the rain till it hurts.

what a week.

2009-09-29T04:56:00.000-07:00

/edit/
talking to Zann on the phone always makes me feel like everything's gonna be okay afterall.

To all the not-so-tall people out thr (no, not the i'm-short-oh-wait-debo's-shorter-haha people but the ones who get insulted everyday cuz of their height!) here's something from reader's digest for you C:

By Rober Reich in the New York Times Magazine on the advantages of being short:

I use far fewer calories than the average person. I am much more economically and environmentally sustainable. I exhale less carbon dioxide into the atmosphere. I use up less space. I have a little house.

back to mugging. xoxo.

2009-09-24T01:58:00.001-07:00

~~Last post till after EOYs!:D~~

According to facebook:
1. My name should have been Emily.
2. I'm in love with the person who i keep denying that i'm in love with.
3. My life quote is "The first step to getting what you want out of life is deciding what i want in life."
4. My height is 170cm. (I'm not even kidding, thr's such a quiz!)

i shall start by telling you how it isn't even close to the truth :

1. Too bad, it isn't.
2. plankton ^^
3. I never even heard that quote before. My quote is to go eat a crumpler.
4. heh i wish.

/edit/
tell me how i'm supposed to breathe with no air & i'll tell you how i'll live without you.

2009-09-23T04:08:00.000-07:00

TEN CONFESSIONS OF THE YEAR :D

1. I'm scared of the dark. i...have to slp with at least two lights on outside my room or i will go crash my sister's room instead D:

2. I freak out when i see dead birds. not even animals in generally or stuff, but BIRDS. something to do with all the feathers & beaks ughh :/

3. I think flowers are boring. no offense to those hard-core flower lovers or anything o_o they can't dance, can't sing.. just stands there looking pretty. & a whole load of them gives me a headache.

4. When i was rly,rly young, i used to think i was an elephant. until my mum told me i wasn't.

5. When i was a bit older, i thought i could be anybody i wanted to be & used to stare at people rly hard thinking that i could tranform & become them. didn't work :/

6. I love bulldogs.

7. I thought that lying next to someone else would make you pregnant.

8. I re-read all my books over & over again till i could memorize the entire book. Nancy Drew, Sweet Valley, Mary-kate & Ashley etcc. Childhood books teehee ^^

9. My sister taught me that fifty-cents was more than one dollars cuz they were bigger in size. I believed her & traded my dollar for her fifty-cents.

& last but not least....

10. I used to believe that the MRT had no driver & that someone stood below the train tracks with a remote control to make sure the train didn't crash.

2009-09-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

no one else can feel it for you, only you can let it in.

i feel so, so sick reading your blog posts. should just stop going there all together.

EOYs are coming real soon :/ screwed before it even started, awesome. work hard cuz there's no room for regrets right? :>

my heart skips a beat at your name, i think it's going to stop soon at this rate.

2009-09-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie.

third song on the playlist now :D i... can't rmb who's born on the seventeen, oh well.

world peace.

"If you ripped my heart out & crushed it to a million pieces, it wouldn't hurt as much."

tell me again how you know how that feels like?

2009-09-18T07:35:00.000-07:00

Today is a happy day :D (limited vocabulary o_o)

a post-it goes a long way, taken from www.thingsweforget.blogspot.com & credits to tock for sending it to me!(:

& my personal favourite :D

2009-09-17T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hello. Stop acting like a drama queen, overrating every small thing & screaming about it. I lost my respect for you even before you started earning it.

To the world the rhythm of the music but to her own ears - the thumping of her own broken heart.

2009-09-14T04:27:00.000-07:00

i can't explain this feeling, i think about it everyday.

Believe me, going overseas for nine days during September Holidays is NOT an ideal way to spend your holiday.
Despite it sounding nice/getting to leave Singapore/ taking photos with kangaroos & stuff, it's FREEZING THR. 3 degrees hello? cold much D: i feel cut-off from my life thr o_o

& i missed everything in Singapore - the humid weather, my PHONE!!! mocca etc. i even missed blogging & actually perspiring here (i didn't even sweat thr, no kidding). oh which reminds me, 10,000 hits on my blog during the september holidays is madness (i secretly think someone's just refreshing it over & over again but i shall not think that way to make myself feel better :D)

Photos in Australia shall be uploaded real soon, ( once i find the camera!) & don't have a friggin common test tmr D:

so till then, random photos uploaded by anzu!:D

Charlene's face is cut!:D brillant photography skills teehee ^^
okay fine i shall be nice & post another one with her face in it :D

home is truely where the heart is - home sweet home for me then (:

2009-09-01T03:46:00.000-07:00

takes you away for a split second, but reality hits you all too soon.

STUDY DATE WITH NEO TOFU TODAY!:D
i absolutely love school holidays, but then again, who doesn't?
( i secretly set my alarm to 6 every holiday so that when i wake up i can go back to sleep again & feel happy about it) weird much? okay & it's not a secret anymore o_o

BE YOURSELF DAY YESTERDAYYY!(:
we dressed up as nerds teehee ^^ star students get it? (:

i don't have the photos with the nerd specs dammit -.-
oh well, yay avelene!:D + topshop suspenders for nine bucks!

"i'll just say something stupid in your presence & it'll become your quote of the day"
HAHAHAHAHA.

2009-08-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

there aren't shortcuts to a place worth going.

there are two great days in a person's life. The day that we're born & the day we discover why.

we all die. cuz the goal's not to live forever, but to create something that will.

"When i was five years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When i went to school & they asked me what i wanted to be when i grew up. I wrote to be happy. They told me i didn't understand the assignment & i told them they didn't understand life."

that's whr i wanna be with you (:

2009-08-26T05:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANZU NG BING BING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
!!! :D
rly, rly happy that our surprise worked out after all (sucky three hours of chinese remedial O.O) & i know you rly thought we only got you the membership card & looked sad YAY (: take good care of slutty bitch/bimbo or whatever your gonna name it k!!:D

i have to study for emath trigo test, set up a yahoo account to send maggie nyaa -.-(cuz hotmail refuses to work) & try to finish obs reflection O_O

i can't even be bothered to talk about how chinese remedial sucked & blah so whatever :D

2009-08-22T07:18:00.000-07:00

today i discovered that the guppies were actually fighting fish. & they were peace-loving so they swim around happily.

i somehow don't think that's supposed to happen.

2009-08-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

I MISS CAMBODIA ZOMGGG :/
I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO BACK THR DAMMIT.

somthing funny on the web:

Rejection Lines

Top 10 Rejection Lines Given By Women :
(and what they actually mean)

10. I think of you as a brother.
(You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in "Deliverance.")

9. There's a slight difference in our ages.
(I don't want to do my dad.)

8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.
(You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes on.)

7. My life is too complicated right now.
(I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing.)

6. I've got a boyfriend.
(I prefer my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's.)

5. I don't date men where I work.
(I wouldn't date you if you were in the same 'solar system',much less the same building.)

4. It's not you, it's me.
(It's you.)

3. I'm concentrating on my career.
(Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job isbetter than dating you.)

2. I'm celibate.
(I've sworn off only the men like you.)

1. Let's be friends.
(I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I meet and have sex with. It's the male perspective thing.)

In response...The male perspective on the same issue...

Top 10 rejection lines given by Men :
(and what they actually mean...)

10. I think of you as a sister.
(You're ugly.)

9. There's a slight difference in our ages.
(You're ugly.)

8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.
(You're ugly.)

7. My life is too complicated right now.
(You're ugly.)

6. I've got a girlfriend.
(You're ugly.)

5. I don't date women where I work.
(You're ugly.)

4. It's not you, it's me.
(You're ugly.)

3. I'm concentrating on my career.
(You're ugly.)

2. I'm celibate.
(You're ugly.)

1. Let's be friends.
(You're sinfully ugly.)

2009-08-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

Time stops for no one. the clock's ticking, but yet we're wasting our lives sitting around. you want to make a difference, you want to make an impact, you want to be the one they remember, perhaps even after generations. it's quite sad how you have so many dreams and aspirations for the future, for the world. you yearn for the time when you can finally grow up, finally accomplish something, finally fulfill your dreams. But yet all you can see are failures after failures, stories of disappointment. This wasn't the world you dreamed about, the world you imagined. All the stories of success, of noble characters, it dawns on you how many others have yet to succeed, how many have yet to left their mark on the world.

So this is the time you make a stand, when you come to a decision. To realize the imperfections of the world, but be even more determine to leave a mark, to bring about change. Or to simply give up & just be part of the world?

We all know the right answer, yet how many will live it up till the end?
It's your choice, your call.

2009-08-09T19:08:00.000-07:00

Stand up for what you KNOW is right, instead of what you THINK is right.

These are my friends & if you have a problem with that - keep it to yourself (: we're not hurting anyone, we just like to be ourselves & have a little fun.

"Your sluttty cuz your nose is exposed.".

2009-08-07T07:57:00.001-07:00

TO YOUJIN & ANZU: I'M NOT EMO. EXHAUSTED ( I CAN SPELL IT THX).

2009-08-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

the perfect crime.

i love typing maniac! (even though i suck at it). blogshopping is highly addictive :/ ipod touch are no helps either )<

tmr's monday already.

2009-08-01T19:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SAB!:D i bet you had the BEST (ever) birthday cuz you spent it with us right? :D

SEVEN YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP & STILL GOING STRONG :D

2009-08-01T05:36:00.000-07:00

" We all need a little help whether we want to admit it."
" Friends don't leave you in the woods. They're the ones who get you out of it."
- Sarah Dessen, Lock & Key.

1. It's scientifically proven that chocolate helps you live longer.
2. The person who voiced Bugs Bunny was allergic to carrots.
3. Over 100,000 birds die from smashing into windows in a year.
4. There are more births in India a year than the entire population of Australia.
5. When people lie, they tend to looks upwards & to their left.

:D

2009-07-30T07:55:00.000-07:00

i'm not in the mood to talk to you.(ever)
have a nice life.

2009-07-27T05:26:00.000-07:00

I MISS RACHEL LAM AI JIA!!!! )< check out vanessa's spastic face in the mirror teehee ^^ (she's gonna kill me!!)& the heart in the mirror (:

i'm so utterly bored D< everyone's either mugging for lit or history or watching korean drama with cute guys in it :D monday is OVER yes! i dislike mondays in case you haven't notice cuz it's sucky & the first day of a LONG LONG WEEEEK ): the rest of the week is SUPPOSED to fly by (like the weekend):D

i love my new blog song teehee ^^ wishing my lfe away with these things i'll never say (:

it's quite sad how life's such a bitch & people turn out to be all fake after all that you've been through with them. turns out you can never fully comprehend anyone at all. & that includes yourself. but oh well, that's life after all.

"God didn't promise us an easy voyage, but He did promise a safe arrival.".

so what keeps you going through when things start to get tough?

2009-07-26T06:18:00.000-07:00

tmr's monday already!!! )< why does the weekend ALWAYS seem to fly pass -_- haven't completed any homework yet nor studied so i'm doomed O.O read finished The Truth about Forever by Sarah Dessen :D rly nice & makes you think alot. i realised after reading it that forever might be two minutes, a week or so but it really doesn't matter. Forever means differently to everyone but what matters is that second, that split second - which makes the decision to affect your life forever :D get it? (:

sometimes a perfectly controlled life makes you feel out of control instead, like everything's in place & working in order but you can't stop it.
sometimes you need stuff to be out of place, an organised mess (as they call it) to make you feel in control, like you can pick up the pieces & put it back in place.

but we know that all too well, don't we?

2009-07-18T20:26:00.000-07:00

i'm fifteen & i can't spell soldier -.-
i can spell Czechoslovakia though :D which is much better than spelling soldier (PWNED).

school's getting kinda interesting these days, with the bio lessons (-.-), racial harmony day & stuff. I'll probably survive :D

OBS suisen outing.!

2009-07-17T04:10:00.000-07:00

OBS suisen outing today HAHA :D pathetic four of us {me, jeelee, celine & yingyan} went to the concourse & thought we were the only ones who could make it LMAO. dickson went to buy rice (O.O) & we waited for Yuanshen ._. (zihigh like mad, got scolded by opg, stared at Gary & crapped about ice-age 3!<3)

went to Tampines one but couldn't decide on what to do O.O Yuanshen wanted to go bowling (the only normal one), Yingyan wanted to rob a shop, Dickson wanted to go to the library & study/shop for windows ._______. we went to SUBWAY.! in the end :D crapped, laughed (we're gonna get six packs.!)& became public nuisance decided that Yingyan looked like a Maria (& other complicated names by Celine) & the Yuanshen looked like Dicky :D

LAST SATURDAYY :D (okay i know it's rly lag but oh wells.)

2009-07-09T08:36:00.000-07:00

Go for long walks, indulge in hot baths.
Question your assumptions, be kind to yourself.
Live for the moment, loosen up, scream.
Curse the world, count your blessings.
Just let go, just be.

- Carol Shields.

i need a time-out. never, ever the same again remember?

sometimes people run away to see who will follow.
sometimes the world is just so unfair.
sometimes you doubt your existence.
but most of the time, the heart doesn't heal.