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i can't remember when i was ever that happy.
Posted Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 6:32 AM by User
HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY X20000 TIMES CNY & VALENTINES!♥ it's a mad, mad world ohmy hahahahah <; My cousins (three hyper small boys, my elder cousin + gf & chermaine), my uncles & aunties, grandparents ♥, family + yj, yj's sis, yj's other sis & her bro-in-law. HYPER MADNESS + FUNNY HK SHOW + STEAMBOAT + MOCCA & JUNIOR (who refuses to be friends ._.).SOME PICTURES FROM CNY CELEBRATION IN SCHOOL :
OKAY THIS IS TOTALLY RANDOM. nah, not really. people keep saying i look like a hamster so i found the cutest hamster so... if you wanna say i look like a hamster, you'll be saying that i'm cute <; awesome.200 POUNDS BEAUTY IS FABULOUS. no, i did not just discover the show okay! -.- it was airing last night so wheeee (;
-& omg i need to rant. (skip this part whatever.)-
You've been holding it on so tightly but it's slipping away. "there's a reason why the people in your past didn't make it into your future." perhaps many years later i'll blame myself, i'll wonder why i didn't try any harder, i'll wonder if it's my fault. but for now, i just want to stop hurting & feeling nostalgic whenever i see something that reminds me of you. & omg i'm so through being sad about what happened, so sick of you being so cold now, so sick of initiating conversations & making sure it doesn't die off, so sick of hoping & wishing that things could be like before. not smart enough, not pretty enough, not sociable enough.... not good enough for you. by now, if you think i'm talking about you, if you think you're special enough to be that special to me, you're probably right. but honestly, i'm only doing this for old time's sake, if not for the past memories, i wouldn't even try. why try when you know all you're gonna get is a cold reply that makes you feel like your not worth anything at all? do i really mean that little to you after all that we've been through. granted that it's been a long time ago but still, it happened. i'm not even gonna start talking about how much you've changed & stuff but i'm gonna tell you how friggin much i miss the old you. i've known you my entire life (literally), & i thought i actually knew you. turns out how you can be so,so entirely wrong about someone. how you can be so utterly disappointed.
but guess what. what's done is done, what's said can't be taken back. it was never my loss to begin with.
i would say i'm moving on but you already did. You're always one step before me.
i'm done.
-end of ranting-
FUNNIEST FB GROUP OF THE DAY: You can't be best friends without constantly insulting each other! (omg so true hahahahah <;)
FUNNIEST FB GROUP OF YESTERDAY: MUST....STOP....BECOMING....A....FAN.....OMG THAT'S SO TRUE *becomes a fan*
FUNNIEST FB GROUP OF THE WEEK: Parents only say "don't answer back" when they know they're getting owned.
FUNNIEST FB GROUP OF THE MONTH: If youtube, facebook & twitter combined, it'll be called You Twitface.
+curls up in laughter+ kthxbye.