Deborah Lee Shu Ai(: |
Date: Wednesday, December 9, 2009 Time: 3:36 AM why it's never me. |
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Date: Tuesday, December 8, 2009 Time: 6:09 AM bad day, what's new?
hold on, but don't hold too tight. let go, it's gonna be all right. don't run away, just keep holding on.flying off to Cambodia on Thursday @ four am hahahahaha super cool :D i like mid-night/early morning flights. i feel really mean & evil these days, realized that it takes self-control to change. karma works in mysterious ways. feel like ranting on & on about everything/nothing. scared of facing up to certain things, scared of messing up (if i haven't already done so.) nothing much to be happy about these days, gotta stay positive & not be so siannnnn always ._. can't sleep before 12 now, idk why but scared of falling asleep. even after two plus i'm still not tired (body alarm screwed ttm). a mistake from the start (i should think not.) fate? (i like to believe so.) i really, really hope that this trip to Cambodia can help me look @ things from a new perspective, open my eyes to be less selfish & more humble. & be self-actualized. Obama has the same catchphrase as Bob the Builder. "YES WE CAN!" Christmas is coming, the year's ending. be your own miracle(: |
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Date: Sunday, December 6, 2009 Time: 7:45 AM DID THAT HAPPEN TO YOU? :D
Rules: 1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible. 2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?" 3. Tag 10 friends. 1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around? ignore it for a while then screammmm & freak out when it comes nearer :D and then...walk calmly outside like nothing happened ^^ 2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room? drop everything that i'm doing & SING ALONGGG! :D 3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? go online, offline, online, offline over&over again till he realises i'm there & talks to me HAHAHAHAHA (i've never tried it before ^^) 4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love? uh..nothing? different taste LOL. 5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people? if no one notices, get up & run. if everyone's looking, sit there & laugh. (drag someone down with you to laugh tooo). 6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do? form cool words with the options A,B,C&D!!!:D 7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react? cover my mouth & talk hahahahahahahaha. 8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do? blow it :D 9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result? do it again till you get a good score then laugh cos it isn't you? (: 10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react? SMILE&JUMP ABOUT. 11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside? i know what to get her for her birthday ~~ 12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside? he/she can't seeeee me :D i'm invisible & AWESOME. TAGGED: (can i just tag one person who's super retarded?) CHARLENE CHYEEE :D (do it on your non-existent blog or fb!:D) |
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Date: Wednesday, December 2, 2009 Time: 8:00 PM when i grow up. ![]() when in doubt, act intelligent & eat ice-cream. i miss doing extremely stupid make-believe stuff with Cheirmaine then running all the way back to catch some lame channel 8 singapore drama. i miss baby-sitting Bryan & Nicholas with William @ east coast, chasing after them on bicycles ._. things change. i'm through with all this, through with you. sickkkkk. lavender blues. |
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Date: Monday, November 30, 2009 Time: 11:42 PM the things we forget. ![]() ![]() looks like lingxin's smiling @ nothingness haha :D![]() "Today, i considered telling my uncle that WTF doesn't mean with thanks from." ++ MLIA. finally learnt how to play Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ting (try saying that really fast 10xs). by Jay Chou who is awesome :D & i realised today that the Chinese symbols pwns the English symbols in my phone cos there are cool stuff like stars & alot more random stuff(: afternoon well spent. SHOPAHOLIC is hilarious, i still laugh even after re-reading it five times. & the book the giver, i read it five years ago (i stole it from my elder sis), a passage from it came out in our secONE English EOYs & now for our holiday assignment. WHAT IS WITH THAT BOOK! it was all cynical & absurd to me. i hated the ending -_- & now i have to go hunt for it again cos it's buried under everything else. note to self: stop arguing with shermay on who rocks more (stalin or hitler). hello, hitler killed himself -_- (& six million jews along with it) you can't hate stalin just cause of horses. & no, hitler is not the least hot in any sense!!! it's better to have loved & lost then not to have loved at all. |
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Date: Sunday, November 29, 2009 Time: 6:43 AM don't tell me who i'm supposed to be. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() i wanna live each day like the last, i don't want to have anymore regrets with life(: held on to too many things, kept getting hurt in the process. ONE STEP @ THE TIME. doesn't matter how slowly you go, as long as you don't stop :D though it hurts to let go, what can't kill you will make you stronger so to hell with all that(: i'm gonna choose to be happy. "Life isn't all butterflies & rainbows." I just realised that this sentence is way wrong. cos life IS about butterflies & rainbows. Butterflies being the simple beauty in life that we always fail to notice & take for granted. Rainbows can only be seen after storms. The storms in life, the storms that we push through, a rainbow's always at the end, waiting for us somehow, somehow. & for the very last time, i'm not emo -_- it's NATURAL to be sad & stuff at times, but just know that a better tomorrow's always on it's way(:
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Date: Thursday, November 26, 2009 Time: 9:53 PM dig deep, you say.
Sometimes people run away just to see who follows. Sometimes you let go just to see who will hold on. No, i'm not emo -.- just that being with you is as emotionally draining as reading a Jodi Picoult novel. |